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it’s papa bday! he held a last min chalet..lols..but its great that he enjoyed himself! on the actual bday we kinda had a tiff (a quiet cold war). But it ended well in the evening when we went for stroll and buffet dinner. On the bus journey to town, i gave him the card i made..he cried. hiak hiak…and i told him how i felt when he anyhow threw his temper arnd, making us uncomfortable and made me tear…

After his bday, i studied for my exams. its real tough..thanks for those who smsed or called to cheer me up. Really appreciated it. I din know that actually papa has already planned a surprise for me..i thot the surprise he kept saying was just a movie date or what. But little did i know, he asked some of the N355 pple to sing k together-all because he wanted to help me celebrate my end of exams. When i heard it, i was really shocked and TOUCHED. Almost cried, partly beacuse of the surprise.

And partly because, i dont even deserve such a surprise :[ i could say that i’ve flunked my financial accounting and Company Law. what if i failed( a very high possibility)? i’ll be really letting those who came down, letting my parents down, and letting Jesus down… I dont want to retake these 2 subjects…i really dont…T.T

Spent quality time with papa! hehe

Next up, i’m gonna take my basic theory test soon. And mayb learn new things before i find a job.

 

 

 

Dont know, Dont care

Some things..its better for me not to know about it?

If i knew it, i can either

make a scene or fuss about it.

or continue to treat it has nothing has happen

 

 

i’m just insecure, overlysensitive

Its not easy to get rid of those thoughts

I’m fighting against them when i’m alone at bed, when there’s nobody around

its really hard.

Its better for me not to know

The FUN theory!

 

“We believe that the easiest way to change people’s behaviour for the better is by making it fun to do.” fun theory team

Well, i shouldnt complain and keep sigh-ing when i’m studying for my examinations..

After i watched this video…Really felt motivated to make studying FUN!

YEAH, that should be the way!

Vicious Cycle

I heard what you told me just now..

At that point in time, i felt like tearing..arrg

Vicious cycle, its just so unfair to be trapped inside..

I realise that we kinda share a common fate in our life.

Mayb that’s the reason why we clicked well.

1) I lend money to some

2) You lend money to some

3) We dont get back our money :[

Alrights, stop all those complaining..i’m heading back to my notes!

Love is…

Koped from someone’s blog

No need for branded bags or shoes.

No need for the sweet talks.

Just the one who love you enough to hold your hands and braved all obstacles with you.

And don’t feel like it’s a burden. He’s just happy doing so.

As long as he’s with you.

Because,

there’s LOVE. 🙂

Its been quite a while since i wrote in

My dear lap top is currently at the hospital. I was thinking of sending him to HP, but since my dad has already sent to a repair outlet nearby, so ohh well

anyway i 4got to tell him that i think my laptop is still under warrenty..haha

So now i’m at school typing away and doing projects >.<

TRUTH HURTS

I’m still not strong enough to handle truths

Mae told me how she felt.

Because of my ignorance and “i thought”, caused so many unhappiness

Sorry, i shouldnt let my anger rule,left in a rush and leave you to handle  all the *^*%$&*(@%$ and cause you to suffer.

I want to let you know, you’re the one i trust and wad you said at the busstop on fri i believed in you, but i dont want your to send me home so i backed out and left.

Its over ler right, so let’s dont dwell into this again ok?

Went to celebrate xiao mei’s 21 st bday bash. And i must say its very memorable night!

We all enjoyed ourselves, Jesper came to join us too, he enjoyed too 😀

Da jie and i came to know of something that night.

When i know that “late” new, my heart really sank and fill my eyes with tears.

Mei mei, i dont know whether you’ll see this

I’m sorry that during your darkest moment, when you needed support

i’m not there with you.

Really regret not knowing earliar.

T.T

later that night, our chat at void deck last night, we talked alot about the past.

You said its already the past, you dont really care about them, what’s important is now.

 

Yup, what’s most important is now

I’ll try to forget about the past

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Sandy and Mandy

Both are very cute!!

Reminds me of Joanna and Jemina T.T Dont know how are they already

Should be 9 yrs old already?

My weekends are packed with bday celebrations. Especially this month. My case study and projects too.

Thou tiring but i’m excited about it, i hope my frens are!

Last sun i got the privilage to sit on the G-max @ Clark Quey

Its something like bungy, however, we’ll be sitting inside a capsule like thing..hehe

One word to describe man…..SHIOK!!

haha..its lifetime experience, your should try it!

Will post up the pics when i have time.

I’m gonna sit again next month! yippie! with bday boy and mae!

i really miss hth talks with u..will u spare me time? :[

Set Free

My agent rang me up just now.

He told me that my previous company wanted me back for work.

and even wanted to raise my pay

I rejected- again, due to personal reasons [Mae you know what am i talking about].

I felt that i had made a very right choice.

Never had i felt so set free rejecting an offer.

I never felt any happier when i was working there.

Some best things in life, they are free

being set free is one of them 😀