You can be angry but before that please get YOUR FACTS RIGHT.

These words hit me so hard. After seeing those, i really dunno how to react. And dont know what to write here. Wanted to vent my anger, but it seems that there’s none left. Only fragments of loneliness and wet patches on my sleeves.

Work has been pretty tough for me. And maybe because of it, i get paranoid with every single thing that is not going my way. i thought i can get along well since i’m not so hard to get along. But there are really some pple , no matter what, will get into your way and will try to make things difficult for you. How would you feel when the stack of paper was purposely pushed over and messed up by someone who seems to be trying to help but isnt? With such traps laid out, everyday is like fighting a war.

Getting weary every single day. Hoping to find someone who can really understand but  who can i go to? Who can be the one that i can vent my anger on and not get angry? Who can be that someone who will cheer me up when i look normal but i’m not. Who can be that person who will be willing to lend me a shoulder to lean on when i really need one in wee hours? i guess for now there isnt any who will be willing.

I like pouring out here. I must feel better again so that i can continue to fight the war.  Even if there no one to support me. I must still carry on living, earning money for my parents.  Even if u deicde to leave me, i can do nothing too. I will wished you well, and i’m sure you can find a better someone.