ROAR

My exams are  near. I’m getting fidgity as days goes by. Different people have different indications of stress revealing in them. Most will definately experience sleepless nights, till sometimes they got used to it? Others, stomach uncomfort? Loss of appetite or A HUGE  APPETITE (i’m one of them).

Recently i experience panic attacks, i dont know if anyone experiences it like i do. That day, papa was hiding beside one of the opened cupboard, and when i was walking towards the cupboard, he burst out and scared the hell out of me. If you know me well, i’m those who wont get scared easily. But this time i screamed till my head fell, and burst out sobbing. Ofcourse papa began to panic and comfort me. But after i cried all out i really feel alot alot better, its like these past few weeks of intensity being  released. Crying do help release stress i guess.

Its not easyto pick myself up after falling so many times. I’m just worried about my finances, my degree, and future. I read someone’s blog and i can totally understand how she felt cause i experience it in my own situation too. 😦

And year after year, instead of getting easier (because you supposedly know the syllabus better),
it gets so much harder because you just need to conquer yourself and self-esteem. 😦

if anyone who read my blog, and seeing me sulking and daydreaming, please dont assume that i’m “EMO” or that i’m angry over certain issues. I dont need anyone’s pity, and yet  i’m not indulging in self-pity. If you went thru exams and stress, there are times when you dont feel like talking, there are times when you’ll let your mind wander right? In this stressful period i do hope you guys can be more understanding, i’m not pin pointing anybody. A warm hug, a hearty breakfast, a sms will really do, i dont expect much.

For assuredly, I say to you, whoever says to this mountain, ‘Be removed and be cast into the sea,’ and does not doubt in his heart, but believes that those things he says will be done, he will have whatever he says. ²⁴ Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you receive them, and you will have them.

I got to speak 3 times as much as i pray!

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