BFFs

BFF= meaning  Best Friends Forever

have you ever let this 3 words run through your mind? And really consider who are really your best friends and who will be there with you forever?

I lost something which i deemed is precious to me, something that i hold onto dearly. Yes, i’ve lost a card, but its not just a normal card worth 1.75 bucks, its a thought, a love, a bond that i’ve been holding on. Not many pple know what really happened, they may think ‘aiyah, its just a card mah’ or if they knew what happened quite long ago, they may say ‘why waste your time doing this card, its not worth it bla bla’.

i tresure the card, even when i’ve not started working on it..i tresure my friends around me, even if we havent been contacting. Back of my mind keep telling me stop wasting my time when even after i finish the card, nothing much will happen. But! My heart tell me to continue with it, and i want to follow my heart :] I know i will have no regrets 😀 perhaps it’ll be the last time i’m doing it for her, who knows? i might do it everyyear till i had my last breath.

I know i’m not a great friend to everyone around. Pple may stab me and i still treat it as nothing has happen..but..I want to thank someone special, and that’s MAE ONG JING TING!

Thanks for trusting in me when pple are stabbing me or using the fastest way[use gun shoot me-LOLS!], u help me pluck out the penknife, cooking knife, bread cutter, chopper, axehead, and even chainsaw! and not forgetting to nurse the wound for me. hehe..wanna cry ler lar..However, u’re always the soft type, and will cover up the murderer, even thou during the “murderer” i’m always kena the murderer-aha..no link i know…

No matter what, even if you try to cover the murder, the wound is still there, the hurt has been caused. Nothing can change that. But i know, there’s someone out there who will love me and tresure me just like you. Who needs  thousand frens when i have a few BFFs that will stand by me! I felt so loved all of the sudden~hiak hiak 😀