Not alone but lonely

Sigh, we are drifting apart right? Ya, mayb  you are right , both of us are in the wrong. But why do i have this feeling that you are always blaming me?!?

You say you wanted to remake the sincere and happy times 21 months ago, and everything just went back to square one yesterday. Do you really think that i will always try to pick a fight with you meh? Its just my way to cover up my stress and sadness. I know you are stress with alot of things too, that’s why i try not to complain and talk about my work as much as posssible. I thought you would understand but i’m so wrong.  I thought you will give in to me abit more, but you just stick to your ego again.

This’s the only place i guess that could allow me to vent out my frustrations and hurts. Is a BBH so difficult ? is calling me so difficult? Is FIFA on iphone 4 so fun and enjoyable than being with me? i suddenly felt this way.  Like how my frens treat their boyfriends, i should just follow too, we should’nt spend time tgt, only when its necessary. That way, there will be less hurts and fights. You can do what you want , to lie and cheat on me, and i can do what i want too, to lie  to you too . I think this’s the best way for both of us not to quarrael and make peace.

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